i rather miss you all! i’m almost done with the semester and i have about three hundred and some odd messages to catch up on, but for now..
diapers, a teddy bear, and a smile will have to do. :)
xoxo.


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i rather miss you all! i’m almost done with the semester and i have about three hundred and some odd messages to catch up on, but for now..

diapers, a teddy bear, and a smile will have to do. :)

xoxo.

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your neverland.

19th April, SaturdayReblog137 lost girls and boys

As friendly as I am, I am also introverted, shy, and rather much like a quiet butterfly who hides in the corner. That being said, entering into a world of magic, friendship, and overall gentle kindness - while seemingly amazing and unthought of - was not something easy for me.

I won’t forget the first time I wandered into the convention itself - CAPCon (Chicago Ageplayer’s Convention). I was alone, having a plan to come back downstairs to let Ryan know how everything was. After being checked in and peeking into the play place, I was surrounded by what everyone here adores - coloring, toys, smiles, laughter, diapers, bottles, friends, and heck, even a ball pit! Still, I was the shy and quiet one who was a little overwhelmed by the situation. And then, and then, it happened. Those spouts of laughter and smiles and friends surrounded me - welcomed me, and I realized, truly, what this was all about.

It had taken me to my class on Saturday morning to actually shake my fears and fall into the role that I adored so much. But up until that point and throughout, I can easily say that this was one of the most beautifully staged conventions I had ever attended. The details to protect everyone’s privacy, the adoration that seeped through the convention area provided by the leaders (Mo, Rockr, and Luke - as well as all the volunteers), and the overall feeling that you were welcomed. It was amazing. 

There was a point in my class on Saturday morning where things shifted in my heart from fear and shyness to love and joy. The interactions and smiles and laughter suddenly came from me as I became who I have always been - neverland, the little girl who was just a bit different but adored every part of this world - this beautiful, amazing world.

CAPCon offered this. I know I have spoken about attending, but now I have gotten to experience it - just a week ago - now I get to talk about it as an actual attendee. The convention was amazing - filled without judgement and poured over in events, activities, and hope to make sure every individual attending felt welcomed and somehow left changed in a certain way. Changed how? Mentally, emotionally, overall. In a world where many individuals feel alone and shamed, this convention offered the complete opposite and while they not only allowed attendees to feel this love for three days - they endorsed it where each person left with that feeling so it just didn’t last three days - it lasted forever.

The people I have met, the friends I have bonded with, and the experiences I have had are nothing short of unforgettable. Before the weekend was over I had already known in my heart that I wanted to attend next year and even more so, have another class. It was unforgettable, my class, and being able to talk about a subject I adore so much. There was beauty in watching everyone clap for each other and hug each other and it quietly reminded me why I do all of this. And even more unforgettable than my class was the gaze I had from my corner as I watched those just like me spill over in happiness and joy while they played and lived in the world they loved so much.

CAPCon was created from the heart - created with love and joy and the hope that the owners and the community and all the attendees leave with their hearts just a little lighter and the reminder that they are perfect the way they are.

To Mo, Rockr, and Luke - thank you for allowing me to teach a class and to be a part of such an amazing event. And to the community itself, I advise you to look into attending next year. I highly doubt not a single person regrets going and if you’re one of the individuals who tends to hide in the corner, quite like myself, I’ll hold your hand when you first come in. And guess what? With a community as beautiful as CAPCon has to offer - many other lovely individuals are willing to hold your hand too.

Thank you for everything that weekend - to those I have met. You all are amazing and I can only count down the days till next year where I hope, truthfully, to meet many more of you.

Lastly, to Ryan, my daddy: thank you. I have told you why, and in secret we have whispered what you being there meant for me. I love you, more than words can express, and I will be forever thankful for who you are to me and the love you shower through my life.

xoxo, your neverland.

19th April, SaturdayReblog103 lost girls and boys

baby-theo:

Baby Theo made a new friend at CAPCon14.

AwayToNeverland is a truly positive, uplifting, and inspirational woman  in the ageplay community.  If you don’t follow her tumblr, make sure to do so: http://imawaytoneverland.com

(Also, thank you to her fiancé—who looks remarkably like Rufio from “Hook”—-for such wonderful pictures.)

I haven’t posted in a while - still recovering from CapCon - but I’ll be posting new pictures, a review of CapCon, and a post that will make you cry your eyes out.

Love and miss you all as always.

xoxo, neverland.

ps. ageplay is beautiful. you are beautiful.

never, ever, ever forget that.

17th April, ThursdayReblog198 lost girls and boys

exhausted, but capcon is soon!i’ve terribly vanished, apologies, school and work - but on happy news, i am attending the wonderful event called ‘capcon' in chicago this weekend!
if you are attending, i’m presenting my class on ‘accepting and nursing yourself’ in regards to ageplay and how to live a healthy and happy lifestyle with it playing a role in your life. it will be on saturday at 11:15am! i hope to see anyone attending!please feel free to shoot me a message if you’re attending. for those who have inquired about seeing my panel because they’re not attending, i will be doing my best to post up a pdf of my class and (if allowed) a video of myself presenting. camera and video is not allowed during the convention but i’m trying to see if i can film only me during it. :)
that aside, as always i miss you all. terribly. <3
never forget that neverland is only the second star to the right if you ever want to drop by.


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exhausted, but capcon is soon!

i’ve terribly vanished, apologies, school and work - but on happy news, i am attending the wonderful event called ‘capcon' in chicago this weekend!

if you are attending, i’m presenting my class on ‘accepting and nursing yourself’ in regards to ageplay and how to live a healthy and happy lifestyle with it playing a role in your life. it will be on saturday at 11:15am! i hope to see anyone attending!

please feel free to shoot me a message if you’re attending. for those who have inquired about seeing my panel because they’re not attending, i will be doing my best to post up a pdf of my class and (if allowed) a video of myself presenting. camera and video is not allowed during the convention but i’m trying to see if i can film only me during it. :)

that aside, as always i miss you all. terribly. <3

never forget that neverland is only the second star to the right if you ever want to drop by.

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your neverland.

7th April, MondayReblog81 lost girls and boys

how am i so different? how are you so different? because you like teddy bears versus ipads on a cozy evening? because you&#8217;ll forgo a video game for a coloring book and crayons? or maybe it&#8217;s because your choice of underwear is just a little bit different? is that supposed to make you odd enough to claim that you are someone worth laughing at or making a joke over? 
actually, it&#8217;s not. sure, not everyone may &#8216;understand&#8217; why you like what you like - and it doesn&#8217;t even have to be ageplay; not everyone is going to understand everything listed down a perfectly bulleted list. everyone is unique, with their likes and dislikes. and just because you like something like teddy bears and coloring books and diapers, well that doesn&#8217;t make you very much different - it makes you unique.and i think a lot of people to fail to realize that. if you are one of those people - i want you to take a moment, this very instant, to remind yourself that you&#8217;re not all that different - you&#8217;re you. you are amazing and wonderful and brilliant, and yes, unique. so take yourself wherever you want to go - do whatever you want to do - and do it with the biggest smile you can offer.
no one else can be exactly like you - only you. and that makes you one of a kind.


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how am i so different? how are you so different? because you like teddy bears versus ipads on a cozy evening? because you’ll forgo a video game for a coloring book and crayons? or maybe it’s because your choice of underwear is just a little bit different? is that supposed to make you odd enough to claim that you are someone worth laughing at or making a joke over? 

actually, it’s not. sure, not everyone may ‘understand’ why you like what you like - and it doesn’t even have to be ageplay; not everyone is going to understand everything listed down a perfectly bulleted list. everyone is unique, with their likes and dislikes. and just because you like something like teddy bears and coloring books and diapers, well that doesn’t make you very much different - it makes you unique.

and i think a lot of people to fail to realize that. if you are one of those people - i want you to take a moment, this very instant, to remind yourself that you’re not all that different - you’re you. you are amazing and wonderful and brilliant, and yes, unique. so take yourself wherever you want to go - do whatever you want to do - and do it with the biggest smile you can offer.

no one else can be exactly like you - only you. and that makes you one of a kind.

please do not re-upload these pictures without permission.
your neverland.

2nd April, WednesdayReblog347 lost girls and boys

smile little one; this neverland thinks you’re amazing and beautiful just the way you are.

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your neverland.

2nd April, WednesdayReblog269 lost girls and boys

“dreams do come true, if only we wish hard enough. you can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it.”  
j.m. barrie, peter pan

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29th March, SaturdayReblog350 lost girls and boys

secret: it’s okay to wear diapers. it’s okay to be little (or big, if you want to). it’s okay to want to live in a world where you fall into a mental mindset of a toddler, wrap up in comfortable set of clothes, play with toys and nurse on a bottle. it’s okay to be you.

i promise. i pinky promise. ♥

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your neverland.

24th March, MondayReblog235 lost girls and boys

i’m sorry i haven’t posted or replied to anyone’s wonderful and lovely messages. as always, i’m overwhelmed by the outpouring of love i receive from so many of you. i can never thank you enough.

i’ve just been a little sad lately. like something in my heart is hollow. i’ve been melancholy and quiet and an echo vibration of genuine sadness, deep within my bones.

i feels like my heart is breaking.

my apologies to you all, for being away for the last few days. i hope this fleeting feeling leaves soon so i can respond to many of you that i owe words to. for now, i ask for forgiveness as i’m trying my best to do the words i offer you so much - love yourself. it’s been a little hard to do that for myself lately.

as always, i truly care about you all. thank you.

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your neverland.

24th March, MondayReblog166 lost girls and boys